fragile as a leaf in autumn

this is already shaping up to be a better day than yesterday. i wasn't even awake yesterday at this time. but today i've already accomplished several things. this is very very good. and i have one more churchy thing to do before i head off to the office.

mmm... overly sweetened dregs of the morning's pot of coffee. tasty.

and i've already had my heart broken and put back together by ivyblossom today.

so, this isn't really anything new... but i was just thinking these incredibly tragic thoughts about my beloved remus. for ridiculous people like scottxwl who haven't read PoA and GoF yet, i will cut away for these musings. ( but it would serve your stubborn self right if i didn't )

break out the beachwear!

off to work. lalala. maybe to file, maybe to do mildly more interesting work which they occasionally come up with. either way, money. and that's what it's all about, folks.

i'm downright perky about the walk to the station. it's a whole 25 F (-4 C) - though they say it feels like 16 F (-9 C) - today!!! woohoo!!!

yeah, ok. i should be gone already. procrastination station.

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updating from rach's computer bc i ::hides face in shame:: spilled a glass of water on my laptop. ohgodohgod. i hope it's ok. i've done my best to dry it out. ohhhhh ::frets:: oh, i can't think about it.

so, i'll just go on with what i was going to say before that happened. which was that i have a strange aversion to fanfiction written in the first person. i'm sure there are exceptions. really well written things for which i am willing to overlook this. but... not many. if i see some random fic come down the pipes and it's in 1st person, i close it and move on. perhaps this is wrong of me. i ask myself why i am bothered by this... hmm.. maybe it's that i don't know any of the characters about whom i read fanfic through 1st person originally. and so suddenly changing perspective so drastically feels awkward and wrong. maybe that's it. not sure.

freak outs and smut

laptop is ill. very ill. ::tears out hair:: uuoohh. but i am under advisement to leave it alone for a whole day. oh god. whhhyyyyyy????

:). ok. well i'll cease freaking out until tomorrow. i have rehearsal now anyway. and i'm drinking tea to calm my nerves.

hahaha i printed out le smutbomb last night and against all better judgment, i brought it along with me today for subway reading. ahahaha. i felt like such a rebel - crouched down in my seat with the pages curled in. :) i'm not even half way through it but damn. ::fans self:: quite the fic i choose to read in public.