conclusions from a day well spent...

yesterday was a good day for arriving at conclusions. such as:

i adore my friend judy. even when she is miserable and in pain, she is extremely fun to be around. she brightened my mood considerably. and she has decided to move in with us for a while. wow.

nice people make me happy. a random comment in support of my journal also cheered me yesterday.

i am a huge dork and there's no escaping it. so, went to video store, returned movies and ... there it was. ::choir sings angelic chords:: the dvd. holding it in my little paws, standing in line to pay, i could not stop myself from grinning madly. it only got worse once i'd paid and was headed to my car... a huge, toothy smile. i was practically peeing with excitement. oh... i can not wait to watch every last minute.

i have no desire to participate in mediocre music-making anymore. i mean, i'm not a total snob. sometimes it's fun to just let loose and have a good time with a tune. but, if your supposed goal is excellent music... right. it's one thing if i'm in control and doing all i can to make the music as good as it can be... but if some incompetent person is in control... i'm outta there. no stomach for it anymore. i hate to say this, it tears me up inside, by i truly miss dr. jones (otherwise known as the cold hearted bitch who was my professor). bitch, yes. amazing conductor, also yes. and now i know what matters more to me.

so now, today... interview time. ::gulp:: hello, i am completely competent and mature. how are you?

wish me luck

and every day will happen without you

interview completed. ::huge sigh of relief:: it went well... i have no idea how much the guy liked me or whatever but he was really nice and the school seems like a good place and if they were to like me and offer me a job, i would very seriously consider it. but there would be at least one more interview before that anyway. i should know within a week whether i made the final cut. so, now, back to my geeky pursuits...

am feeling much righteous indignation on the behalf of zarah5. some fuck stole her beautiful story. read about it here.

i am having some major house guest issues right now. siena is not pulling her weight around here. and she just extended her stay here for several days without asking if it was ok. she assumes it is bc it always is, she's a friend and you help your friends. we help our friends. she knows this. but fer cryin out loud. common decency says that you ask first. and she's been here since sunday and has not washed a single dish. she just asked to borrow a bag as she went out. sure, i say, there are a bunch in that closet. she looks for a minute and then says, where's that trendy one you were using yesterday?. oh. so, she doesn't just want to borrow "a bag," she wants to borrow my good bag. gggrrr. ::phht::

i'm tired and cranky, clearly. and need myself a nap. and some more hobbits.