astonishingly pissy bitching ahead...
Aug. 6th, 2002 08:36 ami am feeling a little overwhelmed right now. people are needy... people around me. generally, this is ok... but i am worried about some of my own shit right now and i need space for that. but far be it for me not to be constatnly supportive and helpful. ::sigh::
on that note... siena's still sleeping. good, quiet time. before i get lunch and bring it to judy's house and discuss the possibility of her moving in. and then drive her to her doctor's appointment. and while she's there... sneak over to the video store to return movies and pray that they have lotr for sale. and then drive her home.
and then go to the church to meet up with choir members for dinner and a faure requiem summer sing another choir is hosting. that's supposed to be fun. and it will be. i think. even though the conductor of that choir is ancient. like, i hope he makes it through the night ancient. fun, yes, but i don't even know what i'm wearing to the interview yet. ::stress:: and i have to print out the necessary info for it and do some research to come up with clever questions and music options and pretend i know how to conduct a bell choir (how hard could it be?).
and i have to go water my landlord's plants and this house is a fucking mess and rach, for the first time just about ever, is acting like she doesn't care... while it's making me crazy. and my hair is boofy and stupid-looking. and last night i read this awful story where draco lures a weakened harry into his bed and then kills him. wtf? there was no warning at all on the story. blech. people suck. this mess sucks. interviews suck. jobs suck. other things suck too. lots of them.
on that note... siena's still sleeping. good, quiet time. before i get lunch and bring it to judy's house and discuss the possibility of her moving in. and then drive her to her doctor's appointment. and while she's there... sneak over to the video store to return movies and pray that they have lotr for sale. and then drive her home.
and then go to the church to meet up with choir members for dinner and a faure requiem summer sing another choir is hosting. that's supposed to be fun. and it will be. i think. even though the conductor of that choir is ancient. like, i hope he makes it through the night ancient. fun, yes, but i don't even know what i'm wearing to the interview yet. ::stress:: and i have to print out the necessary info for it and do some research to come up with clever questions and music options and pretend i know how to conduct a bell choir (how hard could it be?).
and i have to go water my landlord's plants and this house is a fucking mess and rach, for the first time just about ever, is acting like she doesn't care... while it's making me crazy. and my hair is boofy and stupid-looking. and last night i read this awful story where draco lures a weakened harry into his bed and then kills him. wtf? there was no warning at all on the story. blech. people suck. this mess sucks. interviews suck. jobs suck. other things suck too. lots of them.
