oh damn

[phineasjones]

dfjkslkdjf. have exhausted my brain power by replying to real life e-mails and arguing with alexmalfoy intermittently. is this a kerfluffle? i don't really know the definition... and if it is, what the hell am i doing? i'm supposed to stay out of kerfluffles. it's my mo. oh well. sometimes, people say things that i just can't let slip by. and if straight slashers feel like they can't challenge gay on gay homophobia, well, i'll put on my 'lesbian' sticker and step up to the plate. yup.

eugh. it's makes me feel all weird and shaky though. expressing my opinions in such a public way always has. the little fluttery jitters that come with raising my hand in class. they're going on right now. mostly i think because i don't like making people mad. or alienating people etc etc. why, i don't really know. get me in the right mood, and i'd piss people off just for fun. i guess it's just too close to home. the topic here, that is.

i have all kinds of important shit to do. bleh. i think i absolutely need me some h/d to put me in a better mental place before i go on with my day. perhaps it is time to read fearlessdiva dracofic i've been hearing such good things about...

Comments

[mcee.livejournal.com]

I think enough people have gotten involved with the argument for it to graduate to the status of kerfluffle. My desire to argue is thwarted not only by my laziness and the fact that there are several more eloquent people than me arguing the same point, but, well, all I feel like doing is saying "fuck you, clown" and go back to slashing underagers. And if anyone randomly accuses us to write about stuff we don't know, I'm going to hurt someone, but been there, done that, and as far as I know I'm not burning in hell for it.

::exhales::

Sorry about that :)

[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

oh jeez. it is a kerfluffle? does that make me a kerfluffler?

no need to apologize. not you anyway. i will never understand what makes people think they have the right to suddenly stand up, point and shout, you! of all the sickos around here, you are the sickest. come on, there are way too many candidates out there for that label. if i thought we'd really earned it, i'd wear it with pride.

more distraction

[fearlessdiva.livejournal.com]

Hey! I just posted some more of that story, now titled "Tissue of Silver" in my lj. Just in case you're still distraught. :)

[starbuckle.livejournal.com]

is there sometime soon when we can talk? i miss you ... and all of this kerfluffleage has me sort of spinning around and around and around here. i feel like if i talked to you, well, you'd hold me down and the spinning would stop. hmmm. let me know.

:::kisses:::

Re:

[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

um, tonight late-ish? i get home from choir around 9:30... it will just depend on domestic politics, if you will...

or late afternoon tomorrow.

either of those work for you?

this whole thing is ridiculous. i hope you're not too upset.

:::more kisses:::

[starbuckle.livejournal.com]

yeah, either or both of those times should work for me. will keep my eyes peeled for you.

:::snuggles and whatnot:::