oh damn

[phineasjones]

dfjkslkdjf. have exhausted my brain power by replying to real life e-mails and arguing with alexmalfoy intermittently. is this a kerfluffle? i don't really know the definition... and if it is, what the hell am i doing? i'm supposed to stay out of kerfluffles. it's my mo. oh well. sometimes, people say things that i just can't let slip by. and if straight slashers feel like they can't challenge gay on gay homophobia, well, i'll put on my 'lesbian' sticker and step up to the plate. yup.

eugh. it's makes me feel all weird and shaky though. expressing my opinions in such a public way always has. the little fluttery jitters that come with raising my hand in class. they're going on right now. mostly i think because i don't like making people mad. or alienating people etc etc. why, i don't really know. get me in the right mood, and i'd piss people off just for fun. i guess it's just too close to home. the topic here, that is.

i have all kinds of important shit to do. bleh. i think i absolutely need me some h/d to put me in a better mental place before i go on with my day. perhaps it is time to read fearlessdiva dracofic i've been hearing such good things about...