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Oct. 5th, 2004 10:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phineasjonesyou know what i really hate? being told to fuck off in advance. that may or may not make sense. whatever.
stella just tried to open the door to the porch by stretching up and batting at the door knob. omg, she's so smart! ::pets smart kitty::
alllllrighty then. it's get down to business day. yesterday sucked a little bit, emotionally. i would really like today to be better. and this afternoon, there is therapy. ::bites nails:: i'm kind of weirdly nervous about this. mostly about being able to express to her - Lynn is her name - why i'm there. i feel like i should write out a several page outline of my issues, so i don't forget anything. and i should prioritize them too. like, ok, yes, we can talk about my brother, but only if you make insightful comments about how that affects my everyday life anxiety. otherwise, i've been there and done that, thanks.
ok. now before i get started, i just have to adjust my lj colors to better match both the season and my new desktop.
stella just tried to open the door to the porch by stretching up and batting at the door knob. omg, she's so smart! ::pets smart kitty::
alllllrighty then. it's get down to business day. yesterday sucked a little bit, emotionally. i would really like today to be better. and this afternoon, there is therapy. ::bites nails:: i'm kind of weirdly nervous about this. mostly about being able to express to her - Lynn is her name - why i'm there. i feel like i should write out a several page outline of my issues, so i don't forget anything. and i should prioritize them too. like, ok, yes, we can talk about my brother, but only if you make insightful comments about how that affects my everyday life anxiety. otherwise, i've been there and done that, thanks.
ok. now before i get started, i just have to adjust my lj colors to better match both the season and my new desktop.
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Date: 2004-10-05 07:57 am (UTC)Hope therapy goes well. The first meeting, or the first dicussion of a new topic, is the scariest for me - because who knows if the therapist will be so off base and you'll be sitting there going, "What are you talking about?" I hope you avoid that awkwardness and have a good meeting.