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[phineasjones]

i'm not sure if i'm in the mood i'm in because yesterday didn't go the way i wanted it to or because i'm sure today won't either. yesterday really wasn't all bad. not at all. i just didn't get the time to myself that i needed to calm my fricking out of control nerves by doing some things i need to. i have a really hard time being a sane and reasonable person when i do not have time to myself. and yesterday claire was around a lot. which was nice. but not what i really needed.

the hour i was alone yesterday was largely taken up by a survey call from the annenburg center. i always hear about their surveys on npr and i pout and say, 'no one ever asks me.' so when they did, i could hardly refuse them. it took a while but i did my best to represent.

i have some things to look forward to. perhaps i will try to focus on them:
-sirius/remus by musesfool and callmesandy.
-choir rehearsal. which, one it's started, will surely be a good thing. once i can no longer fret about it. yes.
-seeing jjtaylor tomorrow.
-saturday.

see self? good things. chin up, for chrissakes.

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[callmesandy.livejournal.com]

I so understand the need for alone time. I've had people in the apartment since Saturday morning and they've been some of my favorite people in the world, but I'm also really looking forward to coming home and just being, without any company, at least for a few days. Alone time is so valuable and under-rated.