phineasjones

i'm not sure if i'm in the mood i'm in because yesterday didn't go the way i wanted it to or because i'm sure today won't either. yesterday really wasn't all bad. not at all. i just didn't get the time to myself that i needed to calm my fricking out of control nerves by doing some things i need to. i have a really hard time being a sane and reasonable person when i do not have time to myself. and yesterday claire was around a lot. which was nice. but not what i really needed.

the hour i was alone yesterday was largely taken up by a survey call from the annenburg center. i always hear about their surveys on npr and i pout and say, 'no one ever asks me.' so when they did, i could hardly refuse them. it took a while but i did my best to represent.

i have some things to look forward to. perhaps i will try to focus on them:
-sirius/remus by musesfool and callmesandy.
-choir rehearsal. which, one it's started, will surely be a good thing. once i can no longer fret about it. yes.
-seeing