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[phineasjones]

polenta with stufado this evening. mmm. and too much red wine. i am feeling homey and antisocial. and stressed. i hate that i do this to myself. the upcoming music service at church is chewing on my nerves. i blame the choir. or, certain members. every time we have a music service (this is my 5th), there are some members who doubt my choice of music. they doubt their own abilities, they doubt the beauty and appropriateness of the music etc etc. they've always been wrong. but every time i get scared all over again. it would suck if they were right. and i feel more insecure about this one. usually the winter music is christmas-themed. this year, i decided to go with chanukah music for something new and different. there's a lot of great music for chanukah. and i threw in some other great jewish music for good measure. some people aren't pleased. they can fuck off. i've had too much wine. and i'm stressed.

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stress

[emriver.livejournal.com]

I'll give Hally a big long hug in your name. Very stress relieving. Maybe you need to point out the star of David at the other end of the church to some of the members. You've got me looking forward to the "show".

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

aw. thanks. especially since hally would never actually let me hug him. :) and yeah, good point about the star of david. or how about the chanukah "hymns" in our hymnal? grr.