conclusions from a day well spent...

[phineasjones]

yesterday was a good day for arriving at conclusions. such as:

i adore my friend judy. even when she is miserable and in pain, she is extremely fun to be around. she brightened my mood considerably. and she has decided to move in with us for a while. wow.

nice people make me happy. a random comment in support of my journal also cheered me yesterday.

i am a huge dork and there's no escaping it. so, went to video store, returned movies and ... there it was. ::choir sings angelic chords:: the dvd. holding it in my little paws, standing in line to pay, i could not stop myself from grinning madly. it only got worse once i'd paid and was headed to my car... a huge, toothy smile. i was practically peeing with excitement. oh... i can not wait to watch every last minute.

i have no desire to participate in mediocre music-making anymore. i mean, i'm not a total snob. sometimes it's fun to just let loose and have a good time with a tune. but, if your supposed goal is excellent music... right. it's one thing if i'm in control and doing all i can to make the music as good as it can be... but if some incompetent person is in control... i'm outta there. no stomach for it anymore. i hate to say this, it tears me up inside, by i truly miss dr. jones (otherwise known as the cold hearted bitch who was my professor). bitch, yes. amazing conductor, also yes. and now i know what matters more to me.

so now, today... interview time. ::gulp:: hello, i am completely competent and mature. how are you?

wish me luck

Comments

Re: good luck!

[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

thank you thank you.

i'm very glad you agree with me and don't just think i'm a snob. i often feel like a snob. but there are others out there with standards! i just knew it!