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i'm late going to work. no surprise. as i got out of the movie at about 2 a.m. seeing it again was necessary but now i know the conditions were not ideal. mostly the audience was not ideal. they were fucking stupid is what they were. ulch. but i did my best to ignore them. but this is what i said to wax_jism about ( what they made me realize )

having a very different experience reminds me that i ought to tell my story of the good experience. which i have now started to do but it's taking too long so i'll have to finish later. i do actually have to go to work today. bleh.

so, just a few ( spoilery comments )

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ok, i said to myself, 'self, spend at least one hour just working before you look at or write in your lj.' i made it to 47 minutes. at which point i found myself alone in the office and it didn't seem like an opportunity i could pass up.

besides, i like you all better than everyone else. because you understand. and i don't have to pretend i can think about anything but frodo and sam. andaragornandfaramirandeowynetcetc. do you feel it like i do? like you walk a little heavier right now, because the movie is weighing down around you? that you see everything through a bit of a haze, like you're not entirely where you are?

i seem to be posting thoughts on the movie in completely random little bits. ( more )

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it is simply not possible that i've only been at work for 3 hours. it feels like forever. except of course that i haven't gotten very much done. some, just not much.

my thoughts are elsewhere, in case you hadn't gathered as much.

my girl's finals are officially done in two hours. ::bounces:: i can't wait. then we'll both be done with our major stressors and we can freak out about christmas together instead. heh.

and, yeah, like starbuckle said, ( rotk )

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i just wrote an e-mail to my boss with the subject "pr letters." you so know what i almost wrote instead.

a bit ago a took a totally pointless break just so i could get outside for a few minutes while it was still light. i saw many women wearing fur coats. it was extremely hard not to spit on them, but i did what i could.

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starbuckle is an angel sent from on high. she stopped by the house today and dropped off a copy of her rotk soundtrack for me - to tide me over. <33333333333 many asscones for her. am listening to it right now and... oh just guess. that's right. crying.

i'm being glib because it gets stupid and pointless to actually say how much crying i've been doing over all this and the act of crying doesn't necessarily indicate more or less emotional involvement... it's just what happens.

omg. track 15. ::clutch::

rach is out celebrating with classmates. hmph. i want her to come home and celebrate with me. or maybe i just want to sit here and listen to this music and cry. i'm not really sure.

oh god, it's at ( the part )