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oh, the grogginess. i slept an hour late. damnit. and i feel the need/want to sleep for another 4 hours at least.

yesterday is a blur. we slept late and then somehow the day whirred past in a flurry of present-making and a little bit of shopping. i'm totally screwed for christmas this year. screwed. i have nowhere near the time or money i need to finish my shopping/crafting properly. this makes me make a sad face -> :(. but i'm trying not to be a freaky stress case about it, as is my inclination.

also, at the end of the day, we went to see rotk. i needed rach to see it so i could talk freely, and because i really wanted her to see it. and she wanted to. the audience was just kind of neutral this time, not assholes but not True Fans either. i am still slain by it. but i'm also making myself so tired in the process of seeing it repeatedly late into the night that pretty soon i won't be able to stay awake through it - massive love for it not withstanding. i promised myself i can't go again until christmas, there just isn't time.

nor is there really time to be writing this post. i need to get dressed and get to work. <3

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::slumps::

just home now from shopping in boston and cambridge all day. well, all day after church. it was semi-fruitful shopping-wise and very pleasant socially. rach's friend C came shopping with us and we met up with my friend R from grad school who's around for the day. it was lovely to spend time with both of them. it occurs to me that i never mentioned to anyone in the valley that i wouldn't be around all day. oops. this is what it's like, walking around in the haze that is my brain these days.

church was nice enough today... but i find i have very little tolerance for things like when the minister referred to the immaculate conception of jesus. um, that wasn't jesus. fcol, she's the one who went to divinity school, why doesn't she know that? but hey, i fuck up all the time so why does that bother me so much? i don't know. maybe i just want the UUs to be on top of their game... you know, better able to withstand criticism and such. or whatever, maybe i'm just fussy today.

and still, most of my thoughts are with rotk.