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i don't know, man, i don't know.

i frequently contemplate the possibility that i may have a very mild anxiety disorder. but that's as far as that ever gets.

i managed to do some useful things with myself yesterday in the time freed up by lack of concert. and then i did fun things too. went over to starbuckle and annelarissa's where scottxwl and camillafarfalla were too. we hung. we watched camilla's tape of lotr-related tv spots. we went out, with mmm_cake, for a delicious japanese food dinner and then over to mount holyoke for the christmas vespers concert. which was lovely.* and then back to jenny and anney's for some more hobbit time. yay. see, good day.

so BACK OFF, stress!

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watching much more video of myself conducting could very well lead to life crisis. this is footage from 4 years ago - after college and before grad school. i feel jaded. i'm only 28, i can't be jaded. but. wow. i was going to write about this but i don't think i can. this isn't a good time for a life crisis. ooh! look at the bunny!

( apparently i just need a piggy back ride. )

please. help.

since i have stressed myself into a little ball, i haven't read fic for days and days. i told myself i can read one story before bed tonight. but what will it be? i filtered out all my communities for these stressful times. i need help! i need recs! meep.

meep