it chills the body but not the soul

it's a cruel joke. this thing with the sunday morning and the working. cruel. i'm feeling what one could call 'bad.' and it's all peppy music today too. today's sermon topic: Social Justice as a Spiritual Practice. could be good. actually, could be very good - because the minister won't be there!!! wooo!!! guest minister today. hope he's good. or at least interesting. we'll be singing some chestnuts - every time i feel the spirit and siyahamba. need to do easy stuff leading up to the music service since we have so little rehearsal time.

claire came over last night. we were going to watch a movie but we ended up watching trading spaces (rach is totally addicted) and just goofing around. discussing the merits - and lack thereof - of the word 'hump.' fighting about draco malfoy and whether he's angsty or evil. much silliness. was good.

wah! why am i not allowed to just go get back in bed??? i feel so yucky. like everything inside me from the chest up is swollen to twice its usual size. and hurts. is that gross? well, it feels gross.

no cheese. artichoke. sundried tomato. carmelized onion.

m'hungry. awaiting rach so we can go get us some pizza.

we just watched the movie we didn't watch last night when we were sucked in by trading spaces. haiku tunnel. funny movie about temping and such. an office comedy, if you will. i enjoyed it muchly though it made me uncomfortable - because it was a little too close to some of my own experiences and because of that awful kind of humor when you have to sit there and watch people do stupid things and you're powerless to stop them. yes. ouch. but aside from that, it was quite good.

mm. pizza. maybe this means i'm feeling a little better? i just wish there weren't that throbbing pain in my chest whenever i move. not appreciated, as camillafarfalla would say. ah, camilla. where is she? not home yet? why? whyyyy? come home!!!

anyone know where i can find good hp screencaps? i need new icons. also need a good eowyn icon. for my badass chick moods.

observation upon reading fotr for the second time: tolkien uses the word 'queer' a lot. i know what he means to say, but damn, it's distracting.