astonishingly pissy bitching ahead...

[phineasjones]

i am feeling a little overwhelmed right now. people are needy... people around me. generally, this is ok... but i am worried about some of my own shit right now and i need space for that. but far be it for me not to be constatnly supportive and helpful. ::sigh::

on that note... siena's still sleeping. good, quiet time. before i get lunch and bring it to judy's house and discuss the possibility of her moving in. and then drive her to her doctor's appointment. and while she's there... sneak over to the video store to return movies and pray that they have lotr for sale. and then drive her home.

and then go to the church to meet up with choir members for dinner and a faure requiem summer sing another choir is hosting. that's supposed to be fun. and it will be. i think. even though the conductor of that choir is ancient. like, i hope he makes it through the night ancient. fun, yes, but i don't even know what i'm wearing to the interview yet. ::stress:: and i have to print out the necessary info for it and do some research to come up with clever questions and music options and pretend i know how to conduct a bell choir (how hard could it be?).

and i have to go water my landlord's plants and this house is a fucking mess and rach, for the first time just about ever, is acting like she doesn't care... while it's making me crazy. and my hair is boofy and stupid-looking. and last night i read this awful story where draco lures a weakened harry into his bed and then kills him. wtf? there was no warning at all on the story. blech. people suck. this mess sucks. interviews suck. jobs suck. other things suck too. lots of them.

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[starbuckle.livejournal.com]

and pretend i know how to conduct a bell choir (how hard could it be?)

it's not hard! and it's wonderfully fun! ok, i'm talking about playing in one, not conducting, but the conductors we've had have all been wonderful. whee! best of luck, my dear. it's job hunt day for me, too. so we can all think happy thoughts together. [sigh] hope you find lotr! can't wait to rent it at home. :)

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

i was just looking at the school's website and they seem completely bell choir obsessed! uh oh. i hope this is not a bad thing for me.
thanks for the luck - same to you in your job pusuit .
and i did get lotr! happy happy. and i desperately wish we could watch it together.

[starbuckle.livejournal.com]

want to watch! yes! good luck w/ interview. as for me, have decided i at least want to look into publicity and i'm *not* moving to NYC, at least not right away, so boston is back in the picture. gah.

so confused.

speaking of confused, liz and i talked. will e-mail you the details. whee.

:::big kisses:::

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

so boston is back in the picture

yay!
sorry for the confusion though. just remember (as i constantly have to remind myself) you will always be able to change what you're doing if you decide it's not what you want.

and i'm so impressed by your ultra-mature handling of the liz situation. go you, sweetie. hope we talk soon... but only if you have some time.
::hugs::

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[hominidj.livejournal.com]

if the interview you're talking about is today, then good luck! if not, well, still good luck! sorry things are so poopy right now. try to concentrate on all the cool stuff that's going to come with the lotr dvd set, that should cheer you up.

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

it's tomorrow. as in wednesday morning. coming up... yikes! thanks for the luck.
things got much less poopy once i held that dvd in my hands. yay!