fragile as a leaf in autumn

[phineasjones]

this is already shaping up to be a better day than yesterday. i wasn't even awake yesterday at this time. but today i've already accomplished several things. this is very very good. and i have one more churchy thing to do before i head off to the office.

mmm... overly sweetened dregs of the morning's pot of coffee. tasty.

and i've already had my heart broken and put back together by ivyblossom today.

so, this isn't really anything new... but i was just thinking these incredibly tragic thoughts about my beloved remus. for ridiculous people like scottxwl who haven't read PoA and GoF yet, i will cut away for these musings.

ok, so... how do you suppose remus found out about the goings on of the night harry's parents died? where was he when it all went down? and how much time elapsed before sirius went after peter and they had their little show down. would remus have been told all of that at once? can you frickin imagine? hi remus, i just wanted to tell you that your three best friends are dead. killed at the hand of or as a result of the betrayal of your lover. oh yeah and he also killed a dozen innocent people. but hey, cheer up, voldemort's gone and baby harry survived. or worse... what if no one did tell him and he, like, read it in the paper or something.

i'm being rather flippant... mostly because i feel silly getting as worked up as i do about these thoughts. but i do. get worked up. and teary. for remus. funny, i feel for sirius. clearly, this was all just as horrible for him... one could say worse considering azkaban and all. but it's the thought of remus being completely alone and feeling betrayed that kills me. yup. over and over again.

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[cimness.livejournal.com]

spock: so you agree that anything that commits an error must be destroyed?
machine: yes.
spock: and you say that this man is a frog!
machine: yes.
spock: YOU ARE IN ERROR! you must be destroyed!
machine: ::emits smoke:: error... error...
spock: jim, get down!
machine: ::explodes::
spock and jim: ::dive away from the blast and land entangled::

...but did you, or did you not say to me that you were going to consider my and wax's story as CANON now, above even rowling's?

::pen poised::

...perhaps we should define some terms here.

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

um...

first, hahaha re: spock and kirk.

now... what are you saying? WHAT ARE YOU SAYING???

[cimness.livejournal.com]

::buffs fingernails::

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

hey!!!

erch. mef. hehk. wait just a minute, here, finger buffing princess...

........
damn, i can't think of a single threat to get you talking... damn.

[cimness.livejournal.com]

i am wickedly spoilish. i will not give you any more hints. hopefully, you'll soon get to read the whole thing at once and will be surprised either way.