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i'm home now and i have some coffee in me. though all they had was french roast. blech. and i'm feeling... crazy? something like crazy.
sad? it's a rainy day. but i like rainy days. the house is clean and that thrills me perhaps more than makes logical sense.
i pulled the handle off the refrigerator yesterday.
when i was waiting for my coffee before going to
camillafarfalla's yesterday, i perused the table of pamphlets and papers and such. found a box of these little booklets of 'deep' poetry and ramblings and photographs etc. almost dropped it right back where i found it but then i noticed the e-mail and mail addresses on the back. my hometown. from the e-mail i knew who it was. i went to high school with the guy. weird. and then, last night i dreamed about him. so odd. he was in my wider circle of friends but i didn't know him that well. apparently he now lives with his parents and writes bad poetry.
my dad apologized. it means so much to me i don't know what to do with myself.
i should take a shower. i should go to the music store. i should write some e-mails. i should find a job. i should get a job. i need a job.
there's yet another person i know from rl on lj now. to friend or not to friend? it would put me at my self-imposed limit of 50. i like to be just under. i suppose i could drop someone else. eh. these are the important questions in life.
bach. i need bach.
sad? it's a rainy day. but i like rainy days. the house is clean and that thrills me perhaps more than makes logical sense.
i pulled the handle off the refrigerator yesterday.
when i was waiting for my coffee before going to
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my dad apologized. it means so much to me i don't know what to do with myself.
i should take a shower. i should go to the music store. i should write some e-mails. i should find a job. i should get a job. i need a job.
there's yet another person i know from rl on lj now. to friend or not to friend? it would put me at my self-imposed limit of 50. i like to be just under. i suppose i could drop someone else. eh. these are the important questions in life.
bach. i need bach.
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Date: 2002-11-13 09:31 am (UTC):::pets you::: i hope things w/ your relationship with him get "back to normal" as soon as possible. and i'm so glad he was able to apologize! you just keep taking care of yourself, you hear?
i heart you.
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