your back aches from lying and your head aches from crying

[phineasjones]

had some words with rach. not bad words, really, but hard ones. i don't what my thing is. i don't know why it's so hard to reconcile what's in here ::points to self:: with what's out there.

so, i owe feedback and responses galore... but not just now, k?
up and down day. the giddy high of people sending mad praise my way and then my emotional chair being pulled out from under me. up. down.

i was determined that judy should be able to watch buffy and smallville with me bc i knew she really wanted to but her re-re-injured back made the futon an impossibility. so... half an hour later, i had her mattress in the living room, all the furniture rearranged and the tv propped up on the yellow pages and my copy of the qu'ran (don't tell allah). in the end, it worked we were both rather pleased.

i'm going to bed now.

Comments

[camillafarfalla.livejournal.com]

::whimper:: I don't like hard words with Rach. :( And irreconcilability, of any kind. We'll chat tomorrow. I'm super glad I get to see you, just us, finally.

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

it's all ok. don't worry. it'll be good to see you too. give me a call when you're up.
::hugs::

[starbuckle.livejournal.com]

:::pets you from far away:::

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

::purrs::