weepy smut
Oct. 22nd, 2002 09:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
well, at least when i'm up til 2:30, there's not so much friends page action to catch up on in the morning. i don't even feel that tired, yet.
hey, that thing with the raining and the pouring? happening again. part 3 of
fearlessdiva's fic as well as haven smut? mrow. i fear the haven smut even as crave it.
ivyblossom is the only one who writes smut that makes me cry.
now that i've said that, i don't think it's 100% true. i think i've also been teary over smut by
cimorene111 and
wax_jism and
zarah5. so, ivy retains the distinction in h/d anyway. and the thing is, of course, that it's never pure smut. bc what would be tearful about that?
unrelatedly, sometimes i consider writing something here about my feelings on
thehandbasket. but then i might have to sort out those feelings. and i'm not so sure i want to go where they would lead me.
hey, that thing with the raining and the pouring? happening again. part 3 of
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now that i've said that, i don't think it's 100% true. i think i've also been teary over smut by
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unrelatedly, sometimes i consider writing something here about my feelings on
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*rubs noses*
Date: 2002-10-22 08:43 am (UTC)I honesty, seriously, weep when I plot the thing out. I'm not sure I can write it. It will be "you bastard, how an you not switch sides for me?" let-me-prove-something are-you-sure-you-can-say-goodbye-to-me goodbye!smut. *weeps*
*snuggles boys*
Good thing I'm writing that sequel for Belong, cause, man, I couldn't handle this otherwise. Maybe that's why I want to write it...
Thanks for the compliment. :) *loves*
*rubs noses*
Date: 2002-10-22 09:31 pm (UTC)i read the haven 'smut' earlier today and have been comtemplating it all day long. yes, it made me cry. damn you! or... more like bless you, really. the way you write those boys is the way they are. so insecure, both of them, it breaks my heart. especially draco. god. draco. draco afraid harry would be put off by his abundant passion. the angst. the irony. the sweet sweet pain. you've done it again - written something of sheer beauty. i can't really call it smut. it's so above and beyond that. it's gorgeous.
It will be "you bastard, how an you not switch sides for me?" let-me-prove-something are-you-sure-you-can-say-goodbye-to-me goodbye!smut. *weeps*
this just might kill me. dead. (so, like, when's it coming? :) )