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[phineasjones]

a grown man threw a temper tantrum at our dress rehearsal this evening. i wanted to knock him down and stomp on his face. instead, i exchanged incredulous and offended looks with annelarissa. i'm glad i'm not that person.

throat: still hurts. body: still aches. also, i'm extremely warm. i mean, ok, it's extremely warm out and that might have something to do with it. but i think i'm warmer than that even.

tomorrow morning, i'm going for ADD testing. thinking about this makes my tummy twist into knots. it's hard to say exactly why. i don't know what i think will come of this, or what won't. but... i just want to feel resolved in some way about this. to know what kind of help i should be seeking. and then seek it. i've been waiting for this particular step a long time. i guess, more than anything, i'm afraid of another unclear answer. i'm tired of thinking maybe.... maybe not. i want to think about other things.

for now, one other thing will be sirius/remus. i think i shall go raid musesfool's oldies.