going to find me someone to share a common disaster

[phineasjones]

i have given myself permission to sit here, shivering and reading until the guy comes to relight the oil thingy. yes, our water is heated by oil, not gas. oh. and now we have more oil, but we await the lighting of something. i am only now becoming familiar with the whole oil-heat thing.

in an amazing show of restraint, i waited until this morning to read second of our reign. i think that was a good choice... and maybe a little of why i'm shivery. that and the cold. also further proof that well-written sirius & remus at any age, any level of together-ness... they just... they...

incoherence.

ugh. i am so pms-y i barely know what to do with myself. i warned siena that all i would be good for today was compulsive cleaning, weepiness over s/r and beating up on myself about various and sundry failings. though i left reading slash until my eyes burn out off that list. would have been more accurate. also listening to cowboy junkies.

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PMS

[scottxwl.livejournal.com]

Funny, I was just rummaging through out tea cabinet and came out with PMS tea. Dandelion something. I think you and I are on the same wavelength. Though I think I'm feeling both angry and sad. And I cannot relax my face. I've been consciously trying to for days now, but I just seem to clench my jaw 24/7. I hate stress.

So Harrimad and I are definetly going to that Buffy convention. She's gonna try to convince Homind and give me a call this weekend. How interested are you?

let's try this again

[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

i started this comment earlier but explorer froze...

i was saying that i'm both angry and sad too. yesterday i was angry at many people quite unreasonably - even snapped at someone in rehearsal, oops. today just at myself.

so, the convention. i'm interested but i'm broke. not the kind of broke where i can convince myself to spare at least $30. no, the kind of broke where that's not even an option. if i get some work soon, i'll check to see if there are tix left. but there's also the possibility church will be happening that weekend... which i don't think i would know for a while.

also, i really think you have tmj. and i really think i do too - was just contemplating it this morning as i chewed my toast and my jaw wouldn't stop clicking.

[ashkitty.livejournal.com]

Second of our Reign is one of this fics that need digesting...I'm still having bits of it pop into my head today, and I read it yesterday afternoon. It's sort of....HPfic in the Twilight Zone. But in a good way.

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

little delayed response here...

but yes. i agree. i mulled it over for days. in a good way. expected nothing less from wax.