wbur pledge drive = my own personal hell
Sep. 27th, 2002 08:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phineasjonesoh, i *heart* my new icon. ::pets the lovey boys::
i dreamed this morning about sunday a.m. choir rehearsal. we were singing i-don't-know-what but suddenly it turned into a medley of tunes which included stand by your man. it got pretty rowdy and they all started dancing. someone leaped out of the alto section and did a jump split. four men stood up front and did some impressive barbershop. i had long since stopped conducting and just watched in bemusement. that's all i remember.
i worked myself into some serious weepiness yesterday, just contemplating sirius and remus. i mean... it's a little troubling actually. i had a lot of driving to do - here to roxbury to lexington to reading. and the whole way i just kept thinking of them and... yes. made me weepy. may have actually shed a tear or two. this is new for me. i mean, not the obsessiveness, but the level of emotional involvement. not that i haven't been made weepy by an exceptionally good fic before... but there was no fic involved here, just thinking. perhaps i need to take a little step back. heh.
oh, freaky. it's pledge of allegiance time at the school across the street. nothing like hearing a bunch of 5-8 year olds chanting their devotion to the nation. ::shudder::
ok, i am SO ready to be astoundingly productive today. i just found out that a music school in cambridge is looking for an admin. ::raises hand:: memememe. that's MY job. i want it. mine mine mine. so... applying for that and cleaning the house. and maybe, if i'm good, something crafty.
i dreamed this morning about sunday a.m. choir rehearsal. we were singing i-don't-know-what but suddenly it turned into a medley of tunes which included stand by your man. it got pretty rowdy and they all started dancing. someone leaped out of the alto section and did a jump split. four men stood up front and did some impressive barbershop. i had long since stopped conducting and just watched in bemusement. that's all i remember.
i worked myself into some serious weepiness yesterday, just contemplating sirius and remus. i mean... it's a little troubling actually. i had a lot of driving to do - here to roxbury to lexington to reading. and the whole way i just kept thinking of them and... yes. made me weepy. may have actually shed a tear or two. this is new for me. i mean, not the obsessiveness, but the level of emotional involvement. not that i haven't been made weepy by an exceptionally good fic before... but there was no fic involved here, just thinking. perhaps i need to take a little step back. heh.
oh, freaky. it's pledge of allegiance time at the school across the street. nothing like hearing a bunch of 5-8 year olds chanting their devotion to the nation. ::shudder::
ok, i am SO ready to be astoundingly productive today. i just found out that a music school in cambridge is looking for an admin. ::raises hand:: memememe. that's MY job. i want it. mine mine mine. so... applying for that and cleaning the house. and maybe, if i'm good, something crafty.
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Date: 2002-09-27 06:40 am (UTC)and then I cried. ::koffkoff::
now I'm trying to write and keep myself from getting overemotional in the story. gotta be cool, gotta keep my head together. but Sirius! waah.
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Date: 2002-09-27 08:14 am (UTC)it was making me think about the inevitable reunion... it's almost impossible to imagine what they could say to each other, carrying around all that guilt and betrayal and weighty sadness.
now I'm trying to write and keep myself from getting overemotional in the story. gotta be cool, gotta keep my head together. but Sirius! waah.
waah indeed. good luck to you with this. everything about them is overemotional... uh oh. must stop contemplating this or i will be weeping yet again. but... the sweet sweet pain of it all.