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Sep. 29th, 2004 07:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phineasjonesi slept late today. damn. there will now be a rush to eat breakfast and get dressed and pack some lunch etc. i hate rushing in the morning. so i sit here for a few minutes and pretend i have time to spare.
the house is a mess. we went to the grocery store at 10 last night so we would have things to eat today. my schedule is just completely ridiculous. i have had to cancel both the therapy consultations i set up - one when i was sick and one because of this job. i hope to reschedule but haven't yet. i long for friday with every inch of every bone in my body. even tomorrow will be good - i will be busy but i could take, like, an hour and clean up the house. oh god, that would be nice.
ok. i'm being melodramatic. i've only been at this job for two days. apparently that's how long it take for me to feel panicky and out of touch with my life.
thank you to the people who made in-my-head-story suggestions yesterday. but... i need a little more. :) see, i don't write drabbles in my head. i write ridiculous angsty chapter fics. the kind of things i would never really write. (though i did kind of come upon a drabble within my fluffy h/d that i though was cute. maybe if i have a minute to write it down, i will). so, i had quite a lovely time with the image of "sirius/remus, bathing," but the kind of thing that would keep me going for a whole day would be like... let's see... oh yes, well, often i steal from fic i've read. so there's a s/r fic i read a long time ago that's pretty crappy but had a good angsty set up in which sirius and remus didn't get along at all at first. sirius was a general bullying asshole and remus was rather afraid of him and really didn't like him. and then slowly, of course, things turned around. but that's the kind of thing that keeps me busy. because i must eventually arrive at the happy ending. it's like working out a puzzle. so, if you're inclined to leave me a suggestion... now you know what i mean. ;)
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madmadharri's reminded me this morning, crossovers present an inherent conflict, so they work perfectly. also, dom/ron??? omg!
and, since i can keep blithering while i consume my oatmeal, i'll talk about choir rehearsals. i whined about this toannelarissa after rehearsal last night and now i think i'll whine at you. collegium was good because it was good to sing with anney again and some of the music we're doing is quite beautiful (though omg, in germanicized latin! ::head explodes::). but - you knew there was a but - it was also incredibly annoying for various reasons. mostly annoying people in the group - know it all types and people who like the sound of their own voices (speaking) a little too much. monday night was also a good rehearsal, but the choir was so huge i couldn't hear anything and the director took time to tell people things i already know very well. it was boring. and collegium was a little boring in that way too. anney feels this too... we should be somewhere better. where choral singing is exciting and not annoying. it's making me really sad that i go to rehearsal and sit and pout and feel annoyed. i want to be involved and be learning things and enjoying the music we make. i've been that in the past - why else would i be so committed to the choral life? but i'm not that now, and it's depressing. wah.
the house is a mess. we went to the grocery store at 10 last night so we would have things to eat today. my schedule is just completely ridiculous. i have had to cancel both the therapy consultations i set up - one when i was sick and one because of this job. i hope to reschedule but haven't yet. i long for friday with every inch of every bone in my body. even tomorrow will be good - i will be busy but i could take, like, an hour and clean up the house. oh god, that would be nice.
ok. i'm being melodramatic. i've only been at this job for two days. apparently that's how long it take for me to feel panicky and out of touch with my life.
thank you to the people who made in-my-head-story suggestions yesterday. but... i need a little more. :) see, i don't write drabbles in my head. i write ridiculous angsty chapter fics. the kind of things i would never really write. (though i did kind of come upon a drabble within my fluffy h/d that i though was cute. maybe if i have a minute to write it down, i will). so, i had quite a lovely time with the image of "sirius/remus, bathing," but the kind of thing that would keep me going for a whole day would be like... let's see... oh yes, well, often i steal from fic i've read. so there's a s/r fic i read a long time ago that's pretty crappy but had a good angsty set up in which sirius and remus didn't get along at all at first. sirius was a general bullying asshole and remus was rather afraid of him and really didn't like him. and then slowly, of course, things turned around. but that's the kind of thing that keeps me busy. because i must eventually arrive at the happy ending. it's like working out a puzzle. so, if you're inclined to leave me a suggestion... now you know what i mean. ;)
and as
madmadharri's reminded me this morning, crossovers present an inherent conflict, so they work perfectly. also, dom/ron??? omg!and, since i can keep blithering while i consume my oatmeal, i'll talk about choir rehearsals. i whined about this to
annelarissa after rehearsal last night and now i think i'll whine at you. collegium was good because it was good to sing with anney again and some of the music we're doing is quite beautiful (though omg, in germanicized latin! ::head explodes::). but - you knew there was a but - it was also incredibly annoying for various reasons. mostly annoying people in the group - know it all types and people who like the sound of their own voices (speaking) a little too much. monday night was also a good rehearsal, but the choir was so huge i couldn't hear anything and the director took time to tell people things i already know very well. it was boring. and collegium was a little boring in that way too. anney feels this too... we should be somewhere better. where choral singing is exciting and not annoying. it's making me really sad that i go to rehearsal and sit and pout and feel annoyed. i want to be involved and be learning things and enjoying the music we make. i've been that in the past - why else would i be so committed to the choral life? but i'm not that now, and it's depressing. wah.![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
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Date: 2004-09-29 07:03 am (UTC)Remus/Viggo. Pre-or-during PoA. They're just getting serious and getting over their initial troubles - (fights about magic? secrets? ex-boyfriends who star in epic Greek movies and ex-boyfriends who break out of prison?) - when Sirius shows up, and guess what? He's not evil! And he wants Remus back!
How will it end???
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Date: 2004-09-29 08:29 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-13 12:00 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-13 12:01 pm (UTC)