2. i wish i'd been more articulate about this in the car today, but i feel like we're on a bit of the same wavelength, at least in regards to the nonfannish feeling and the immersion in other things. i'm not unhappy that my attentions are elsewhere currently, but they certainly are elsewhere. i think i may be sharing some of the anxiety, too, although mine relates to a job i already have ... which makes it a different thing altogether. still, solidarity. or similar. in any case, what you describe above sounds remarkably familiar, although my panicky-ness seems to sneak up on me on friday afternoons when eileen is at school and it's just me here with all my fears and no concrete distractions. wah.
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Date: 2004-09-14 07:16 pm (UTC)2. i wish i'd been more articulate about this in the car today, but i feel like we're on a bit of the same wavelength, at least in regards to the nonfannish feeling and the immersion in other things. i'm not unhappy that my attentions are elsewhere currently, but they certainly are elsewhere. i think i may be sharing some of the anxiety, too, although mine relates to a job i already have ... which makes it a different thing altogether. still, solidarity. or similar. in any case, what you describe above sounds remarkably familiar, although my panicky-ness seems to sneak up on me on friday afternoons when eileen is at school and it's just me here with all my fears and no concrete distractions. wah.
er ... :::clings:::