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Sep. 9th, 2004 04:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phineasjonesit's a brilliant illustration of my mindframe, really, that i forgot my baton. my baton. with which i conduct. and i am here to... conduct. ::sigh::
it's weird to be starting up at this job again. i'm sure in a week it will seem normal again. but... something seems strange this time around. dunno. i guess... well, i lack the optimism i've had in years past. the second year with the e!m, i at least looked forward to interesting services. the first year without the e!m was exciting because she was gone. but now it's the second year of boring interim minister. and that's just not so exciting.
so, i just have to be optimistic about my part in this, right? i've decided to do pieces of part I of messiah for our winter music service. i'm looking forward to that. and there will be other good things. like the celebration for the organist's 50th year of working here. yeah. right?
perhaps i should stop trying to make myself feel a chipper-ness that is not naturally occurring. whatever will be will be, as they say.
and it looks like![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
musesfool has written some harry/ron. which is cause for good cheer.
it's weird to be starting up at this job again. i'm sure in a week it will seem normal again. but... something seems strange this time around. dunno. i guess... well, i lack the optimism i've had in years past. the second year with the e!m, i at least looked forward to interesting services. the first year without the e!m was exciting because she was gone. but now it's the second year of boring interim minister. and that's just not so exciting.
so, i just have to be optimistic about my part in this, right? i've decided to do pieces of part I of messiah for our winter music service. i'm looking forward to that. and there will be other good things. like the celebration for the organist's 50th year of working here. yeah. right?
perhaps i should stop trying to make myself feel a chipper-ness that is not naturally occurring. whatever will be will be, as they say.
and it looks like
musesfool has written some harry/ron. which is cause for good cheer.