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[phineasjones]

i think i will never ever get anything useful done. ever. and while not doing anything useful, i will not get to do anything fun like read or write. and i will not relax and enjoy my time. that's what i think, based on experience.

tai chi was a bust. the person i talked to about the class clearly had no fucking clue, as it was not a walk-in class, but an ongoing one and thus, claire and i could not attend. it doesn't start over again until april. i'm upset about this.

i read as it should be by josephides today and liked it very much. it's h/d, clean and tight and satisfying. entertaining draco pov. rec.

i made tea but for some reason it is bitter and nasty and i don't want to drink. but i wish i had good tea. ugh. i am so incredibly sick of myself right now. reading my own writing is annoying me.

so i'll go read some some s/r and hope it makes me feel better.

eta: omg, that so worked. the arrangement by maybethemoon. absolutely fantastic.

Comments

[camillafarfalla.livejournal.com]

I think that you will accomplish grand and beautiful things and enjoy life's varied pleasures wholeheartedly. You may sometimes find yourself up against setbacks - sometimes long periods of setback, even, but I imagine them to be temporary inconveniences, and what looked like mountains will likely turn out to be molehills you will soon learn to traverse.

Keep at it. I have absolute faith that you are better and stronger than all these sucky and unhelpful people and situations in the world that you keep encountering, and that one of these days you're going to prevail. I love you.

[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

you are such a wonderful friend.

[semielliptical]

Thank you for linking to maybethemoon's fic - it made me feel better last night, too! Hope today is more positive for you.