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[phineasjones]

i've been so tired the last couple days that i decided to let myself snooze a little later than usual this morning.  so when i set my alarm for ten more minutes and closed my eyes to drift back into sleep, what were my dream images?  balancing the disbursement receipts.  wah.  i've actually thought about how lucky i've been not to dream much about work.  but here, in the home stretch, it gets me.

yesterday the new person started and i had to spend all day with her, training her.  i knew she was starting but i thought she'd be going to another office for real training.  alas, no.  she's very nice and all but i was all, noooooooo, i don't want to chat.  i want to work on my fic!  wah!  and there's so much to take in at this job, it's not like she's going to remember a single thing i said today.  and i said so much that my throat was dry and scratchy by the end of the day.

and then we went to the farm with a tired starbuckle and that was fun.  and came home and made dinner and watched gilmore girls and i fell asleep on the couch.  and then at some point moved groggily to my bed and that was it for the night.  out.  the result of two nights of less than 5 hours of sleep, i would guess.

and i haven't even seen the flist from yesterday (wah!) but i have a rec for you nonetheless:

what you wanted from this life by jjtaylor.  for the rs_fqf.  it's a bring back black story and it's all the things i'm afraid of in those stories - it gives me hope and makes me feel warm and happy.  but it's also painfully real when it comes to remus' reaction and his suffering.  and the ending is so great.  ::loves::

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[jjtaylor.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the rec. And thanks for holding my hand through the writing of it. Really, what trauma over just one story. Glad you still liked it.