phineasjones

oh. am now emotionally exhausted as well as physically. have just gotten back from judy's. after her appointment, we had lunch and we talked and talked. and cried. a lot. she is hurting so much. and there's nothing i can do and it makes me crazy and... i just listened for a long time and cried with her. it's so unfair that any one person should have to deal with everything she has to deal with. and so impressive that she can persist in being such a wonderful human being.

anyway, i have to shower and head to church soon. i had a sweet sad e-mail from

starbuckle when i got home that was like a good hug. miss you, jenns. i'm feeling like this will be a stay up late and take comfort in the internet sort of night for me... so, see y'all later.

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From:

starbuckle.livejournal.com

i heart you.

perhaps i will see you tonight?

From:

hominidj.livejournal.com

yup, judy is surprisingly chipper for someone who has so much to deal with. when we hung out that last time she was in noho she gave me the whole story of her life, which sounded pretty crappy. then there's the whole loosing her mother and her grandmother (and some other people too i think) all within a couple of years. then there's the whole physical infirmity thing. also, i wish there something that someone could do about her poor choice of partners. she seems to have great friends, but terrible romantic partners. oh well. judy rocks nonetheless.

From:

phineasjones.livejournal.com

yes, judy does rock. she's one of the best people i know - in terms of what she gives of herself to other people and how much she cares about people and how open she is. truly amazes me, given how much life has shit on her. when will things ever turn around for her?

she was telling me some funny things you said when you were talking - like that you're the only person who agreed to take her out behinf the barn and shoot her if need be. you're so generous. :)