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Feb. 27th, 2004 01:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phineasjonesi am no longer paranoid about A not liking me anymore. clearly, he just doesn't understand how his e-mails could be perceived. no matter how long, bouncy or enthusiastic my e-mails to him are, he always responds instantly with a short, to the point answer. it's his way. strangely ooc for someone who could easily earn the nicest guy in the world prize, but i'm deciding to let it go. also, i'm going to see him next week, so that is of the good.
i'm feeling frustrated with my work here today. there's too much for me to handle in this one day a week arrangement, too many layers to this project. meh. and i hate writing letters. which is my task at the moment. which is why i'm writing this post instead.
also, i want not to feel sad anymore. i'm just tired of it. i'm tired of everything that's complicated in the least. i'm tired of stressing and worrying and anxiety. i'm tired of the past and the future. i want mountains, gandalf.
should i become a monk, do you think?
i'm feeling frustrated with my work here today. there's too much for me to handle in this one day a week arrangement, too many layers to this project. meh. and i hate writing letters. which is my task at the moment. which is why i'm writing this post instead.
also, i want not to feel sad anymore. i'm just tired of it. i'm tired of everything that's complicated in the least. i'm tired of stressing and worrying and anxiety. i'm tired of the past and the future. i want mountains, gandalf.
should i become a monk, do you think?
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Date: 2004-02-27 06:58 pm (UTC)Today, and this week in general actually, I am so with you on this. *sighs, hugs*
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Date: 2004-02-27 07:05 pm (UTC)In the meantime, I'm working on your email...
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Date: 2004-02-27 07:34 pm (UTC)