phineasjones

yup. it's official. i fucking hate today. how's that for a pissy little opening? this goddamned computer won't play my way. i was trying to be all good and productive and not even open lj - for a few hours at least - but why the hell shouldn't i since it won't let me do anything i need to do.

and this morning on the way in, i listened to the buffy musical (best music for staying awake while driving, i find) and ended up crying all over the place. um, yeah. see, the buffy songs used to annoy the shit out of me because i just couldn't take her whinyass, self absorbed moaning. but now i'm all, that's meee! waaah!!. going through the motions? yeah. so not only i'm i still feeling all whiny and self absorbed and well, just generally bad, i'm also thoroughly annoyed with myself for feeling that way and being the mopey brat that i am. it's a no win here. "feel better you stupid twit" doesn't actually make me feel much better.

i don't want to be here. i want back in the hole.

Current Mood: whiny and self absorbed, you?

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From:

camillafarfalla.livejournal.com

Want you back in the hole too. Am feeling the same way again. meh. There will be no feeling better; mopey brats are the only cool kids these days.

grumpgrumpgrump. I hate everything. (except you. and maybe one or two other things.) Particularly today.

From:

phineasjones.livejournal.com

wait. thursday is over... was it this thursday? what happened? hm, since you were working and you said absolutely nothing about it, i'm going to guess it must be next week? anyway, i'm feeling a little better today. almost ok enough to be rallied by diva's speech.