funny how it happens

[phineasjones]

can i skip this day? i don't think i'd miss it. i have to go throw some decent clothes on and make the drive to church. rehearse. the service is about hinduism. the music choices were hard to come up with and not necessarily great music, they just fit the theme. then, well, some people in the church are putting on a revue as a fund raiser. and a fun thing to do. they've done it before and they get really cute and excited about it. and somehow, without thinking about it terribly much, i've agreed to participate. rehearsals are sunday afternoons. which means today, after rising at an ungodly hour, driving 2 hours, rehearsing for an hour, sitting through a service/conducting and a wee break for lunch; i get to teach chorus parts of the larger group numbers until 3. and then drive 2 hours again. yeah, i really didn't entirely think this through. i'm already tired, after having slept about 4 hours last night. blah.

but if i skip ahead to tomorrow, there are other things to worry about. it's possible i could get temp work, but i don't know how likely. but i should call them if they don't call me. and then... remember the good job, the one i really want? i haven't heard anything from them since the note in late december that they received my materials. i called them on friday afternoon to try to find out what's going on with the whole process... but yeah, snowstorm? the college had closed. so... potentially they could call me tomorrow. and if they don't, i have to think about calling them again and it was frickin hard enough the first time. especially because i have this awful, icky feeling that not having heard anything means i'm out of the running. and who wants to hear that? still, better to know now than to wonder for another month or whatever.

shit, i have 5 minutes to get dressed.

Comments

[madmadharri.livejournal.com]

oh, go you for getting up the courage to call. good luck with hearing back from them.. and you know how colleges can be, really really slow on the whole hiring process. or at least, that's the way the hiring committees i was on in school were.. sooooo sloooooow. ::hugs::

[starbuckle.livejournal.com]

wah. angst! i heart you --

:::clings tight:::