not. good.

[phineasjones]

i was so ready to be good and productive today. really. i've come to a bit of an understanding with myself about how i want things to be. this understanding does not include the pain in my head and the overwhelming nausea i'm experiencing. i'm inclined to take a few painkillers and ignore it. but, while the painkillers do a little something to numb the head, they do nothing positive for the nausea. this is awful. i think i'm going to need to lie down and that was not in the productivity plan. ::grumble::

my body is rebelling against something, i wish it would just let me know what. well, there's still the sleep theory. i really didn't mean to stay up that late again. why does the body have to be so harsh with me?

ok, first will write to siena about going to western mass tomorrow, then will go lie on futon in the study - the one room here that has ac and hence is not disgusting hot and humid and further nausea-inducing.

ugh, pitiful.

Comments

Ugh.

[scottxwl.livejournal.com]

I cannot believe you would even try to be productive feeling the way you do. Screw that! Hang around in air conditioning all day and do nothing! Read slash! Drink ginger ale! Eat sorbet!

Be groovy unto yourself.

Re: Ugh.

[madmadharri.livejournal.com]

Agreed! and even more importantly, read some more harry potter slash! i know that would make me feel good...

Re: Ugh.

[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

you guys are so nice to me. thanks, :).

i'm feeling much better now. and have been productive! whee!

sadly for me, am not much a fan of ginger ale or sorbet. but i am a great fan of hanging around in air conditoning. watch me go! hanging around like nobody's business.

and yes, i read some slash too. searched despetately for a decent harry/ron. failed to find any. so read the first chapter of void (http://www.waxjism.net/pickle/stories/void.html) again and it made my slashy soul feel better. in a dark, mildly-ashamed-of-myself-for-being-made-to-feel-better-by-this sort of way.