down from the door where it began

[phineasjones]

wwwaaaahhh!!! i fucked up my taping of angel last night. damnit. anyone want to recount what happened - in painstaking detail so i can feel like i saw it myself?

anyway. worse than that, for my physical and mental health, is that i didn't sleep nearly enough. i feel icky today. too much chocolate yesterday too. bleh.

i gotsta hop in the shower so i can go meet camilla at the airport. damnit. which means she's really leaving. ::pout:: it's not really this part i mind... the 2 1/2 months in italy. what with moving and all, i know this time will fly. it's the next part. the not living near each other indefinitely part. i'm not a fan. and this part kind of leads into that part. and i'm really bad at saying goodbye. i freeze up emotionally. yeah. not like me - the one who weeps at the slightest provocation. but with goodbyes, my mind goes blank, my eyes dry up. my urge is just to get it over with. i don't think this is healthy or appreciated by others. so i'll be there today, trying to get my brain to function like an emotionally healthy person's might.

Comments

angel

[hominidj.livejournal.com]

you know that scott tapes every episode, right?

[camillafarfalla.livejournal.com]

thanks love, I'm glad you were there.

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[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

i'm glad too.