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phineasjonesi might be going a little crazy. or it might just be the pms. some months i feel nothing... and am surprised. sometimes, like now, i feel and see a million little clues as to what is going on inside my body. i'm tired, i'm heavy. my bras feel too tight. everyone i saw yesterday irritated me in some way. it was a supreme effort to be polite to the woman i spoke to in the supermarket. the h/d fic i was reading last night and this morning made me moody and tearful. the sound of siena's voice on the phone this morning was overwhelmingly wonderful... i thought i would cry again from the happiness of having her back in the country and the prospect of seeing her so soon. suddenly, my state of aimless joblessness has become terrifying and crippling, when i scoffed at it days ago. i have little cuts on my hands... from clumsy accidents and cat scratches. not many people see this as part of pms... but i do.
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starbuckle's post, we did, in fact, research crush!liz last night. rather, i did, so she doesn't have to feel like a stalker. and discussed a plan of seduction. and jenny gushed uncontrolably. and it was fun. wish i had more advice for dealing with the potentially straight object of a crush... in my life and experience i have come across so few women who are not open to possibilities at the very least...
what i really want, right now, in my moody little state, is to go over toscottxwl, hominidj and harrimad_sol's apartment and curl up in a ball on their floor and watch geeky things on the tv. i love my girlfriend. more than i can possibly express. but she wouldn't watch the wrath of khan with me last night. meh. sometimes i just want to be geeky. with geeks.
instead, i need to research ferries that can get us to long island tomorrow. i hadn't thought of that... the fact that it's a bunch of islands. hadn't thought of how the care would get from one place to another. ::sigh:: happy to see siena. grumbly about the effort it will entail.
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starbuckle's post, we did, in fact, research crush!liz last night. rather, i did, so she doesn't have to feel like a stalker. and discussed a plan of seduction. and jenny gushed uncontrolably. and it was fun. wish i had more advice for dealing with the potentially straight object of a crush... in my life and experience i have come across so few women who are not open to possibilities at the very least...what i really want, right now, in my moody little state, is to go over to
scottxwl, hominidj and harrimad_sol's apartment and curl up in a ball on their floor and watch geeky things on the tv. i love my girlfriend. more than i can possibly express. but she wouldn't watch the wrath of khan with me last night. meh. sometimes i just want to be geeky. with geeks. instead, i need to research ferries that can get us to long island tomorrow. i hadn't thought of that... the fact that it's a bunch of islands. hadn't thought of how the care would get from one place to another. ::sigh:: happy to see siena. grumbly about the effort it will entail.
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August 6
Date: 2002-07-18 09:58 am (UTC)The Star Trek II: The Wrath Of Khan DVD (http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/B0000683DH/qid=1027011314/sr=2-1/ref=sr_2_1/002-0490507-9408048).
Director's cut! 2 DVDs! Lots o' extras!
Re: August 6
Date: 2002-07-18 10:31 am (UTC)*g*
i could hug you for that.
Re: August 6
Date: 2002-07-18 10:41 am (UTC)Je suis un geek!
J'ai peur des vaches!
And that's about all I remember of that language. August 6th is a good day. LOTR, Star Trek II, a couple of Dr. Who shows. Yay DVDs! (Hey, maybe you should come out that weekend?)
Re: August 6
Date: 2002-07-18 12:21 pm (UTC)oui. j'ai peur des vaches.
marie, a-t-elle peur des vaches?
non, elle n'a pas...
i like that idea v. much. coming out there for a just-released-dvd-geekfest. though dr. who still freaks me out. odd childhood associations, i think.
Re: August 6
Date: 2002-07-18 12:41 pm (UTC)Re: August 6
Date: 2002-07-18 07:08 pm (UTC)Re: August 6
Date: 2002-07-19 04:15 am (UTC)Re: August 6
Date: 2002-07-18 09:38 pm (UTC)yes, and i too think you should come out and visit, especially for a geekfest, but also for any other reason, like it's too cold in boston for you and you want to come to a cheap sauna (our upstairs)... but seriously, i bet for you we could even step it up to 5 hours of buffy
Re: August 6
Date: 2002-07-19 05:51 am (UTC)though, i think i actually liked it when i was little. principally bc one of his sidekick chicks was named sarah (yes?) and she was scottish (at least i thought she was) and in one episode she sings or whistles 'how much is that doggy in the window' which my scot grandma used to sing to me all the time. i thought i was cosmic.
heh. i'll let you know when it gets too cold in boston. :) actually, am now considering multiple visits... with and w/o/rachael... as i don't know how interested she will be (even if she pretends) in the geekfest.
but seriously, i bet for you we could even step it up to 5 hours of buffy
um... i've only seen buffy, like, twice. ever. ::hides in shame:: but i would love to watch some with y'all...
poopiness
Date: 2002-07-18 07:12 pm (UTC)have you told me about this cut finger/pms thing before, because it sounds really familiar. if you haven't then you're not alone in making the connection, because someone has told me about this before.
sarah, miriam and i flipped on wrath of khan last night too. i love it, but i was bummed. i was really hoping for a st:tng season three episode. oh well.
feelin the poop.
Date: 2002-07-19 05:58 am (UTC)as symptoms of pms is one of my fave topics, it seems quite likely i would have mentioned that before. though i would be really excited if someone else had told you the same thing.
wrath of khan... i suddenly need to see it. just bc i didn't see it the other night when everyone else did, probably. definitely looking forward to geekfest.