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ugh. feeling under the weather when said weather is astoundingly gorgeous sucks a little extra. it hurts less to talk this morning than it did last night but in exchange, i have an uneasy tummy and i ache all over. it's all my fault, too. i was just proclaiming to friends over dinner that i hadn't been sick since early december! woohoo healthy me! i said. feh. dumbass.

and i am shortly to be having brunch with starbuckle, who i haven't hung out with in something like four months. so... if my throat doesn't shape up, i'll be miming to her all the exciting events of my recent life.

mph. perhaps some yoga will ease the ache.

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a grown man threw a temper tantrum at our dress rehearsal this evening. i wanted to knock him down and stomp on his face. instead, i exchanged incredulous and offended looks with annelarissa. i'm glad i'm not that person.

throat: still hurts. body: still aches. also, i'm extremely warm. i mean, ok, it's extremely warm out and that might have something to do with it. but i think i'm warmer than that even.

tomorrow morning, i'm going for ADD testing. thinking about this makes my tummy twist into knots. it's hard to say exactly why. i don't know what i think will come of this, or what won't. but... i just want to feel resolved in some way about this. to know what kind of help i should be seeking. and then seek it. i've been waiting for this particular step a long time. i guess, more than anything, i'm afraid of another unclear answer. i'm tired of thinking maybe.... maybe not. i want to think about other things.

for now, one other thing will be sirius/remus. i think i shall go raid musesfool's oldies.