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erk.

i was to make a list. with things to do today on it. but i was doing and never got to listing.

lj was not working this morning. not for me, anyway. sad times. there was errand-running and then claire came over for lunch. and then annelarissa and i went and looked up some possible recital music and made copies and came back and sang through some. good stuff. and then i finally got to read my flist and... now it's now. where did the day go? i'm trying not to panic.

because i am definitely going to tai chi tonight. i feel like it's the most important thing i could do. and claire wants to come, which is great. so, yeah. i don't know. what's my point?

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i think i will never ever get anything useful done. ever. and while not doing anything useful, i will not get to do anything fun like read or write. and i will not relax and enjoy my time. that's what i think, based on experience.

tai chi was a bust. the person i talked to about the class clearly had no fucking clue, as it was not a walk-in class, but an ongoing one and thus, claire and i could not attend. it doesn't start over again until april. i'm upset about this.

i read as it should be by josephides today and liked it very much. it's h/d, clean and tight and satisfying. entertaining draco pov. rec.

i made tea but for some reason it is bitter and nasty and i don't want to drink. but i wish i had good tea. ugh. i am so incredibly sick of myself right now. reading my own writing is annoying me.

so i'll go read some some s/r and hope it makes me feel better.

eta: omg, that so worked. the arrangement by maybethemoon. absolutely fantastic.