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oy. that'll teach me to read other people's comments. those were precious minutes of my life i just lost to michael rosenbaum mah jong. i can only wonder where bonibaru found that one.

i sat down here to beta and write for the remix. those things have not happened. not at all. am a bum. and i wanted to spell that 'bumb'. huh.

::time passes::

ok, well i got tired of myself after writing that and went and wrote a page and a half of smut. weehoo. still no betaing, but... smut! that counts for something, right? oh man, i'm tired.

woke up, got out of bed, dragged a comb across my head

stayed up late, slept late, running late. this pattern is so predictable, i'm feeling not too bright. and i had all kinds of things i wanted to do this morning. shoot.

meeh, i don't wanna go to work. but the money, the money. we needs it, precious.

my hair is getting quite long and i still like it! woo! v. strange. i was thinking maybe i'll keep it growing this summer and then when i have to be all fancy-like for my friend's wedding, it may be long enough for me to do exciting things with. but... that's a couple very hot and humid months. even my tendency toward girliness might not extend that far.

i think i had another dream about moving last night. not so stressful but kind of sad and wistful. which i don't think is how i really feel. there are a few things i'll miss about boston but... yeah, only a few. it's a change, though. and change is never easy.

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once all possibility of being on time has passed, it's really hard to care. it's also hard to care when you know your boss doesn't. but i have hours i want to fill and i don't want to be there too late. so off i will go.

when i return, i have these ( things to do: )

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my lady's sick. :( she came home early from work and now she's lying down in the other room. sad times.

it occurs to me that aaron stanford is rather homely. and yet still very much appealing.

on a somewhat related note, do yourself a favor and read zahra's most recent st. john/bobby. it made me cry tears of angst and beauty.

i was pondering today just how much time i spend with people who are or hope to become ministers. a whole lot. is odd.

going to check on the girl now.

in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me

ok. i am going to finish the beta now. right now. and i've realized that the reason i'm putting off this beta more than it makes sense to put off something i enjoy is because it doesn't really need me. and that's a good thing. :) and now, i'll just finish up.

but, first, poetry spam!!! i came across this e.e. cummings poem today and was reminded that i love it dearly... ( somewhere i have never traveled )

and the poem reminded me of the choral setting of it. i sang it with my former choir... there's a recording here (go to: coro store, cds, listen to selections, second cd, it's the 3rd movement of the wachner piece). it's a very beautiful setting though the recording doesn't sound so hot on my computer anyway.

it's my new ambition to make a set of icons using quotes from this poem. but that can wait til the remixy stuff is done. instead, we have a sexy!ugly aaron icon. in green.