poisson d'avril

ok. bonibaru, this is a joke, right? april fools! right? bc before bed last night, i bookmarked the charlie/harry after seeing approximately 2,347 recs and drools over it and then i got an e-mail this morning telling me i had to read it and now ::poof:: gone. ::glowers::

hmm, is that a little heartless? it's just because i'm assuming this is a joke... therefore am not considering any other consequences of her journal deletion.

i wonder if npr will not do its yearly phony story - you know, cuz there's a war on and all.

i am so clever. i scheduled my therapy appointment right over my church staff meeting this morning! clever me. i am going to call the church and ask if i can meet some other time with the minister... or maybe just talk on the phone! yes, precious, then i don't have to see her. yes. considering i was the only person to show up to the last meeting... and there have been multiple meetings that everyone forgot about except me... well, i think i have a get out of jail free card for this one.

muchsugarinmycoffeeiamveryhyperbouncitybounce!

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why am i still here? well... i don't have to leave for 30 minutes, but i should have showered already and i haven't. lalala. mostly this is because i wrote a mammoth e-mail just now. to chickie! [certain of you rl folks should know to whom i'm referring here] my long lost, much loved college friend. she sent me a birthday card that i just got last night and i practically cried from happiness. i hate that i've let myself lose touch with her. she's in california now but that's no reason for us not to be writing or whatever. so. i wrote her a huge e-mail and now i haven't showered. lalala. but i will. soon.

i don't know why i'm in such a good mood. but i should revel in it as much as i can before going to therapy - which will inevitably be depressing. so... ::dances in a circle and sings silly ditties::

:)

i love you all! really. lots!!! ::nervous smile::

am i the only one who gets really stressed out over the whole friends list concept? maybe the problem is the term 'friends.' i wouldn't deny any worthy people my friendship! yet i cannot possibly take the time to read posts of all worthy people. and i actually read most of my friends page. so... ? people with 300+ friends, what do you do? filter? but then... what's the point?

arhoerigkjh!!! why do i care so much? i'm becoming convinced that no one worries about this as much as i do. ::sigh:: i recall happily the days of 50 friends. that was manageable. 70 is pushing it. what to do? what to do?

jeeennnnnnnyyyyyy!!!!!!! annnnneeeeyyyyyyyy!!!!!! where are yooooooooouuuuuuu??????

buffy/faith vid idea

dude! i just remembered by 'if only i were a vidder' idea from yesterday. it's probably already been done, but i wouldn't really know as i don't follow these things closely. or um, like, at all.

but i was waiting for rach in the car when i heard george michael's faith. and i could see it! buffy having unhappy moments with various boys... contrasting with her intense faith moments. and the featured lyrics:
Well I need someone to hold me
But I'll wait for something more

'Cause I've gotta have Faith

(capital F mine) *g*