you know that it would be untrue

damn, i was going to get on earlier to wish starbuckle a safe and fun flight... well, i still wish it. ::kisses::

meow. rach has just left for williamstown until tomorrow. :( her mom's choir concert is tonight. i considered going but meh. i'm not feeling well and it would mean we'd either have to drive 4 hours in the middle of the night or leave her mom's at 5 am tomorrow for me to get to church on time.

we have no water for about an hour while people work in the basement - i knew it was coming but of course the second they told us it was off, i needed to pee. ::crosses legs::

last night rach and i watched y tu mama tambien. oh my goodness. i'm not sure i really understand what that movie is about - death? sex? politics? mexico? all of the above? i really liked it, though. it's greatest impressions on me were a.) a desperate need for fic... esp alternate ending slashiness please (camillafarfalla, did you ever find any?) and b.) thank the mysterious presence that cuaron is directing PoA. i mean, above and beyond the beautiful slashiness of the movie, it was just good. i have faith now that PoA won't be nearly and obvious and heavy handed and the first two. right. ::breathes:: oh goodness, please let them all do the story justice.

mmm. i already miss my girl.

tenoch/julio

how can this be? how can it be that i can only find one y tu mama tambien fic? one? and it's pg-13. this seems unnatural. has anyone seen any? anywhere? help a girl out.

fuck the master plan

the master plan was to watch one (1) episode of buffy this afternoon and then wash dishes and clean up and paint my nails and the like. but... but i can't stop now. one more. just one more?

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alone-ness is like cold to me. i claim to love it, i crave it sometimes. but faced with extreme degrees of either, i have to be honest. too much cold hurts. and the same goes for being alone. i miss rach today. i don't look forward to going to bed or waking up alone. and really, alone doesn't mean just 'alone' to me anymore. it really means 'without rachael.'

fortunately, camillafarfalla will be over in a bit to keep me company. i was about to suggest we bake cookies. haha. probably not a good idea. we would bicker over everything - shortening v. margarine for one. oh, and the amount of chocolate chips. her: as many as possible, me: as few as possible. one of the many rivers between us we'll never bridge. it's ok, though, keeps things interesting. maybe we could make two batches, side by side.

i actually washed dishes and cleaned the house. amazing how much quicker that is after the place has been professionally cleaned. now, i have a date with some silver nail polish and another buffy ep. that would be another another. hope the permission granted by fuschia and scottxwl extends that far. *g*