lamma bada tasana

dinner last night was good times. sometimes i forget that there are a lot of people in the world who i truly like. lauren and judy being foremost among them. and claire... sort of.

nice seeing amy and her girlfriend but i'm feeling a little guilty about my wine-induced honesty when she asked me if i had liked living at ryan road - where she was my housemate years ago. um, no. i told her the truth... i hated it, it was the worst summer of my life, i went crazy there. and then i thought to say it had nothing to do with her. i almost said something about chris but then i remembered that they dated after i moved out. barely saved myself from plummeting into a pit of tackiness.

frightening reality check looking at the calendar yesterday. we have a week until we start painting the new place. less than two weeks til moving day. a week after that, i leave for europe. fuck! there is way too much to do before that. way too much. and it's all going to cut into my reading/writing/spamming time. :sigh:

feeling a little weird about the entry i wrote in a very heated moment yesterday and have subsequently edited. perhaps too personal?

ahhhhhhhhh

nothing blends together as nicely as bach lute suites and a rainy day. trust me.