why am i still here?

[phineasjones]

i could be doing the same stuff at my parents' house with a much faster connection. all i have to do is get dressed and get in the car. sure, it sounds easy.

hah. starbuckle's up and going for a run. now i feel extremely lazy. will get dressed soon.

i was up til 2:30 or so... doing nothing. reading some sirius/remus that was much better than i thought it was going to be - thus, got hooked and had to read the 5 existing parts of a wip. staying up til 2:30 is nothing new. but when's the last time i got up at 7? couldn't tell ya.

so. off to the rents' where i can wash sheets and play and try to find the missing cats. then driving judy to the chiropractor. then pick up the old monster computer from dean and tracy - who are moving back to canada and for some reason don't want to take it with them. weird that they're leaving. i won't miss them. but weird anyway.

much thinking going on in my little head. about scottxwl and hominidj and starbuckle and girlslash (as inspired by lobelia321). too many thoughts to write. especially when i need to go get dressed and leave.

i was sitting across the table from rach last night when i read, "potter, you can skin malfoy's shrivelfig" and snorted out loud. thankfully, she didn't ask.

yes, as a wise friend once said, "dirty addictions are the best."

Comments

Re: slash

[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

well really, suppose she did read that story... is it insulting? is anyone trying to suggest that it actually happened?
nope.
so, the thought doesn't bother me.

or if you'd done any thinking about it in terms of why it might bother someone like me

hmm... was just struck by this... what are you saying about the difference between someone "like you" and me?

Re: slash

[hominidj.livejournal.com]

it's not that the story's insulting, it's just that it would be really weird to go online and find a story about yourself, especially a story of a sexual nature.

about the "like me" thing, i only meant people who like me are made a little uncomfortable by the real people slash thing. sorry, didn't mean to attack you or anything. it's not like i think real people slash is bad, it just weirds me out a little and i was wondering if at first you had had a similar response and gotten over it or if you could at least see where i was coming from.

Re: slash

[phineasjones.livejournal.com]

i don't feel attacked (dumb computer faied to expressing teasing tone of voice).

i'm trying to remember if i was ever uncomfortable with it... not sure. not for long, if i was. i guess i can see it... and sure, it would be weird to find yourself featured in a sexual story, but i suspect many things about being that famous would be weird.

i think i see where you're coming from. yeah, i just don't... well... care all that much. not that i don't care about what you think... i just am so involved in this... i haven't given much thought to how it would be weird for others. and... i don't think i will give it much more thought either. i would hate to dig down and suddenly find myself disturbed by something i enjoy so much. so, no digging for me! :)