just what i always wanted
Feb. 9th, 2003 03:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phineasjonesohno.ohno.
::hyperventilates::
eek. it's up. ::hyperventilates again::
i have not awaited a story with this type of tortured anticipation since... ok, never. but you know what? i can't read it yet. ::cries::
because
a. i have to write the frickin veelainc v-day challenge still and i know i'll have even less hope after reading cim and wax's s/r than i do now. and i don't have much right now, lemme tell ya.
b. i have no time. i have to go clean up after this morning's fun brunch and the big, girl-in-every-room sleepover we had last night. and then i have rehearsal tonight and i work tomorrow day and night and yadayadayadayada. oh god. but it's there. it's readable and stuff. uoh. ::feels dizzy::
yeah so this had been a fun weekend. rach's college friend M has been staying with us and she's great. but now i'm sooooo happy to have the study (read: the computer) back. ahhhh. and yesterday we saw 25th hour which was really incredible and about which i need to think some more.
whew. ok. i really am in quite the tizzy over cim and wax's thing. eekeekeek. maybe i'll read just a wee bit... NO! can't. ok, well this is inspiration to write my fricking story sooner rather than later. but first, dishes. it's always the dishes.
::hyperventilates::
eek. it's up. ::hyperventilates again::
i have not awaited a story with this type of tortured anticipation since... ok, never. but you know what? i can't read it yet. ::cries::
because
a. i have to write the frickin veelainc v-day challenge still and i know i'll have even less hope after reading cim and wax's s/r than i do now. and i don't have much right now, lemme tell ya.
b. i have no time. i have to go clean up after this morning's fun brunch and the big, girl-in-every-room sleepover we had last night. and then i have rehearsal tonight and i work tomorrow day and night and yadayadayadayada. oh god. but it's there. it's readable and stuff. uoh. ::feels dizzy::
yeah so this had been a fun weekend. rach's college friend M has been staying with us and she's great. but now i'm sooooo happy to have the study (read: the computer) back. ahhhh. and yesterday we saw 25th hour which was really incredible and about which i need to think some more.
whew. ok. i really am in quite the tizzy over cim and wax's thing. eekeekeek. maybe i'll read just a wee bit... NO! can't. ok, well this is inspiration to write my fricking story sooner rather than later. but first, dishes. it's always the dishes.
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Date: 2003-02-09 02:20 pm (UTC)::pouts and stamps foot on your behalf for the bad timing::
Relatedly, many apologies for not helping clean up a bit more with dishes or living room... I intended to, and then there were the boys talking, and all other thoughts left. Sorry about that, really.
But thanks and snuggles for such a lovely 24 hours with y'all. I had such a lovely time. Thank you!
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Date: 2003-02-10 07:08 am (UTC)don't worry about the mess. i didn't help prepare brunch at all... s'all good.
movies and thinking
Date: 2003-02-09 02:29 pm (UTC)Re: movies and thinking
Date: 2003-02-10 07:09 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2003-02-09 03:23 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2003-02-10 07:07 am (UTC)it's my own stupid fault. i thought a little v-day challenge would be fun. right. and you even get to say which pairings you would be willing to write. it just didn't occur to me that i could get them. i think of them as their own separate fandom somehow.
so, yeah, this will be the death of me. i'm trying to keep it small and low key but it's so hard. i live and breath them most of the time and have none of the distance i need to be able to write about them.
so, this will be over by friday in one way or another and then i will be able to read thing. i really can't wait.
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Date: 2003-02-10 09:26 am (UTC)