this is the song that you shall hear

[phineasjones]

this day sucks. it's a shambles. a wreck. i hate it. ::spits::

ok, perhaps i'm overreacting. i just need to go now. out of the house. to go file. let's hear it for mind-numbing activity! and i'm just. trying to plan my stupid rehearsal and i'm braindead. braindead! i tell you. i can't do anything.

partly, i blame an e-mail i had to write to my friend r. a why-i-am-a-bad-friend e-mail. which forced me to think about a lot of things i'm usually good at not thinking about. i'm not a bad friend. it's just... the part of me who is good friend part went on vacation a few months ago. let me know if you see her.

and writing this is just another way not to go do things i need to do. this day. i hope it's salvageable. unsolicited niceness from the general area of finland has helped some.

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oh no!

[mmm-cake.livejournal.com]

everything seemed to be going swimmingly when i left! :( what happened? well, you said what happened, i guess. i hope hours of mindless work of the thankless nature gets you feeling better...somehow i don't convince myself. but in the capitalistic, money-matters sense, you might feel better...by working, i mean. shush, cakey-head, shush! you're not making things any better!

i miss you, yes, that's true.