OMG. OMG. I'm writing my Bring Back Black story and I hit a snag and decide I need an lj-reward, and then my heart is shattered into a zillion pieces.
i am generally not supportive of such fics, because i need to believe he's really dead for my own mental health.
This I understand. Completely. Writing Sirius coming back is a big risk for me, emotionally, because thinking too much about OotP, even now, can destroy me emotionally for an entire day. And that's why I'm writing tons of goofy, silly humor into my BBB story, because I didn't know if I was ready to deal with the real intensity of anything else. But you have, and you're brave, and brilliant, and so inspiring.
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Date: 2004-07-27 01:51 pm (UTC)*weeps more*
*sobs in the middle of the office*
OMG. OMG. I'm writing my Bring Back Black story and I hit a snag and decide I need an lj-reward, and then my heart is shattered into a zillion pieces.
i am generally not supportive of such fics, because i need to believe he's really dead for my own mental health.
This I understand. Completely. Writing Sirius coming back is a big risk for me, emotionally, because thinking too much about OotP, even now, can destroy me emotionally for an entire day. And that's why I'm writing tons of goofy, silly humor into my BBB story, because I didn't know if I was ready to deal with the real intensity of anything else. But you have, and you're brave, and brilliant, and so inspiring.
*breathes*
This story is incredible. OMG.