hi mom. hi dad.
Oct. 30th, 2002 03:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phineasjonesi am completely unsure of what to say, think or feel right now.
this issue:
my mother and father have been reading this journal for months and they never said a word to me about it. my dad even has his own journal (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
emriver - you're the one who said turnabout is fair play).
ok. i do know i'm angry. that they didn't tell me. that's where i feel the violation of trust. i never made it particularly hard for them. if they ever asked, i would have told them. i would have talked about slash. i've always told them just about anything they want to know about me. but this feels entirely different. this was sneaky. my mom calling me and talking to me about things she already knew stuff about... and not telling me. it hurts a lot.
not to mention the sheer embarrassment.
and what to do now? i could get a new journal. but i really don't want to. i like this one just fine thanks. but how can i ask for twincest recs knowing my dad is going to read it? how can i post anything i write? i know i can change the security settings... it's just so against my nature. silly me for thinking it would be against their natures to snoop like that. and i don't care what you guys think you were doing. if you didn't think there was anything wrong with it, if you didn't think i'd mind you reading this, you would have told me months ago. that's a crock of shit and you know it.
my dad has a livejournal. i would have liked to be reading it.
i'm just so. hurt.
this issue:
my mother and father have been reading this journal for months and they never said a word to me about it. my dad even has his own journal (
emriver - you're the one who said turnabout is fair play). ok. i do know i'm angry. that they didn't tell me. that's where i feel the violation of trust. i never made it particularly hard for them. if they ever asked, i would have told them. i would have talked about slash. i've always told them just about anything they want to know about me. but this feels entirely different. this was sneaky. my mom calling me and talking to me about things she already knew stuff about... and not telling me. it hurts a lot.
not to mention the sheer embarrassment.
and what to do now? i could get a new journal. but i really don't want to. i like this one just fine thanks. but how can i ask for twincest recs knowing my dad is going to read it? how can i post anything i write? i know i can change the security settings... it's just so against my nature. silly me for thinking it would be against their natures to snoop like that. and i don't care what you guys think you were doing. if you didn't think there was anything wrong with it, if you didn't think i'd mind you reading this, you would have told me months ago. that's a crock of shit and you know it.
my dad has a livejournal. i would have liked to be reading it.
i'm just so. hurt.