phineasjones

mmm. rach made cinnamon swirl challah last night and holy fuck is it good. i think someone needs to put it somewhere i can't get to. as i have certainly had my fill. yum.

i have quite the ridiculous number of e-mails and comments to respond to. weekend pile-up and all. and i won't even really have time til later today. as i am shuttling judy around once again. i don't mind doing this, at all. but it will be so much easier when she's living here and not a half hour away.

i was useless for most of yesterday. i just wanted to curl up in a little ball. i did that a little. watched some buffy - good for the soul, i believe. read some chamber of secrets. and then i picked up rach from work (on sunday! blah!) and we went to the middle east for veggie burgers. i saw someone from high school while we were there. and it's too bad i was in such the wrong mood. i hid so i wouldn't have to talk to her. but she was someone i'd actually liked a lot. i hope i run into her some other time. small world. la la la.

hmm. i never know what to think or say on the day after an emotional outburst of any sort. yeah. andrew's still dead and it's still terrible beyond reckoning, but today i don't feel the need to sob like i did yesterday. maybe that's not actually so true. maybe it's more like i don't want to get into it today when i couldn't help it yesterday. mm. that's more like it. so. anyway. i'm feeling like i need to see claire. so few people in my life now knew my brother at all.

hominidj... and claire. and claire knew him better than most. i'm suddenly feeling awful about how long it's been since i talked to her. i keep hearing about the impending janitor strike on the news and i know she must be crazy busy and she's organizing part of that. perhaps i must call her...

oh, and gip. another

starbuckle creation. i especially like this one bc it looks so much like one of hers. *g*