Feb. 5th, 2007

phineasjones: (at bay)
4 february 2007


rach cooked us up some spinach and garlic with dinner last night. i love spinach.

i just got back from driving rach to the airport. she's off to atlanta for a conference for a few days. just as denver's slated to warm up. and atlanta's supposed to be chilly. darn. but she'll be busy the whole time anyway, right? hopefully i can keep busy too. bc i'll be missing my sweetie.

i seem to owe the world a harry potter-themed post. i'd better get to that.

oh, a cheer for today? yes. because i have work to do but no reason to go to boulder. yay! i don't feel like going to boulder. i feel like staying home with my kitties.

a question for the mechanically inclined (i.e. my dad): is changing a headlight bulb something i can do myself? is it hard?
phineasjones: (love)
so. i promised this post. now i have to figure out what it is i wanted to say.

i have been more than just out of the hp loop lately. i have been in other, far distant loops. once upon a time, i used to say that i couldn't really get into fanfic based on tv shows. that i was more a book or movie fanfic kind of gal. ahahaha. right. then there was sga. and then, there was due south.

thing is, i was primed and ready for new fandoms a little over a year ago. and why was that? because, truly, i had fallen out of love with hp. and why was that? i believe that was a direct result of book 6. which... to be honest, i don't even remember in great detail at this point. it's the only hp book i've read only once. i remember two things clearly; the sense of yuckiness and dread i had when i finished reading it and the catastrofuck that was remus/tonks.

to be clear here, i am not fundamentally opposed to tonks or to remus/tonks. before this book, i liked tonks a lot. and i don't want remus to suffer forever if he has a chance at happiness. really, i don't. but what jkr did with them in that book is... inexcusable. trashy. crappy. poop. it makes me angry to think about it, even now. and i don't blame myself for needing a break from hp. because, yeah, i know my otp thing is a bit over the top. but it's there. and my emotional response to these characters is huge. HUGE. so... i felt manipulated and abused after reading book 6. and i can take the responsibility for being overly attached to characters in a supposed children's book. sure. but it doesn't change the way i feel.

but what this post is supposed to be about is how suddenly i've started thinking about hp again. for several reasons.

1. this horrifying picture, brought to my attention by [livejournal.com profile] hominidj. ::scrubs brain::
2. um. july 21. (brought to my attention by [livejournal.com profile] anabelwumpkins - that's how out of it i am! i didn't even know!) it's coming and there's nothing i can do to stop it. i am terrified to read the last book. i do not trust that woman. AT ALL.
3. discussing in comments the pain of loving sirius/remus with [livejournal.com profile] mrsronweasley
4. [livejournal.com profile] dorrie6's new (renewed?) obsession with remus. i haven't read those fics yet. but i'm going to. i can feel it coming.
5. last thursday, i was a wreck. a week's worth of not enough sleep compiled to make me an emotional basket case. in this state, i was driving to school and listening to regina spektor's new album on which she has a version of the song samson. which will always be about sirius and remus for me. thanks to [livejournal.com profile] jjtaylor and the heartbreaking fic she wrote, inspired by that song. so, i started to think about that. and i started to cry. goddammit. i haven't cried over those boys in so long. and in my new fandom, my beloved new fandom due south, there can be a HAPPY ENDING. hear that jkr??? it makes me think maybe it wasn't only the craptasticness of what jkr did in book 6 that sent me away, but also the unending pain of loving sirius/remus. in the beginning - you know, around books 3 and 4 - it was good pain. pain that could turn around into bittersweet goodness. and then it just plummeted further and further into the pit of despair. a girl needs a break from that, doesn't she?

for your reference:
samson by regina spektor (from songs, my preferred version)
your hair was long when we first met - heart-rending fic by [livejournal.com profile] jjtaylor

so all this leaves me with a tentative desire to read sirius/remus again. sort of. i can't decide what sirius/remus i would want to read. what era? what... outlook? i mean, we're at a point with them in which reading a happy ending-fic is really no happier than a tragic one. it all ends the same anyway. doesn't it? and here it comes, the final word. july 21. will we hear from sirius in any way? will remus up and get married? die? what? oh, right and then there's this kid named harry...
phineasjones: (sunny)
before we start, let me tell you that it took a LONG TIME to put this post together. if no one reads and/or comments, i might cry. ;)

CKR


i think the easiest way to introduce the clueless to the wonder that is callum keith rennie is to retrace my own happy journey of discovery and take you along with me.

i will cut this because it is image-heavy and also because it is likely to contain vague spoilers for bsg, due south, wilby wonderful, hard core logo and last night. but they will be vague, i promise. just a few character details and general plot outlines. if you want to know about ckr but need to stay virginally free of anything resembling a spoiler, let me know and i can try to send you an edited version.



oh, callum. [image-heavy post] )

seasoned lovers of ckr, feel free to chime in with you own pics or your own reasons to love him.

phineasjones: (performance)
i made fannish posts today!!! one. two.

i would like to point out that while more than twice as many people voted that i should post first about hp, well over twice as many have commented on (really, my only gage of interest) the ckr post. -.^

now, music. this semester's terms (you remember terms? yes? good) are for the classical and romantic eras. and i have to come up with my own terms to define. i've got a bunch. but do you music types out there have any suggestions for me? stuff maybe i haven't thought of? some examples of what i've come up with so far: sturm und drang, free masonry, goethe/faust, hausmusik, cecilian movement, absolute music, part song, fortepiano... what are some other good ones?
phineasjones: (geek)
omg, my post-tonal reading is boring me stupid. and rachael is in atlanta and so i spam. sorry. sigh. do i care about inversional symmetry right now? not so much, no.

oh, i read the best sentence yesterday that i have to share:

"But Germans were deemed good at the 'lower' functions--like procreation and folk-song." (Donakowski, A Muse for the Masses; Ritual and Music in an Age of Democratic Revolution 1770-1870)

ahahaha! procreation and folk-song! way to go, Germans.

tell me, is there a good reason for me not to order thai food for dinner tonight? besides that it's more expensive and less healthful than home cooking? those are given. :)

omg, people. entertain me. plz.

eta: ngh. did i read just read this? If set X is inluded in set Y, then X is a subset of Y and Y is a superset of X. um? duh?

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