i am a big ball of indecision. tonight is choir rehearsal. the roads are shitty. what to do?
i canceled last week's rehearsal because i was 'sick' and because it wasn't necessary - since they weren't singing that sunday or this one. but i really want to have rehearsal this week to get working on upcoming music. and to work with a quartet who will be singing on sunday. but... ice is falling from the sky.
so, i'm not leaving now but what's making me insane is not knowing whether i will be leaving later. i don't know what's going to happen and i'm afraid that i'll cancel rehearsal and then everything will clear up but it will be too late.