elijah's merry christmas icon

happy birthdays to goseaward and ladyjaida!

::points at icon:: ::giggles uncontrollably:: as if elijah needed my help looking like a huge dork.

ow. giggling is a bit painful. what is with this sickness crap? i have been such a good girl, eating well and taking my vitamins. and this is what i get? maybe this is because i missed my acupuncture appointment. my body is pissed off. or something. i don't know, man, but it sucks.

so, i watched lost. but i don't have anything to say about it. it was enjoyable. c'est ca. but then, when rach got home from class, we watched nick and jessica's family christmas special. um. i dunno. rach is rather fond of nick and jessica. and we were both a bit loopy with the sick and tired. so. wow. as someone who pays very little attention to current pop music, i was kind of appalled. i didn't realize jessica simpson was that bad. her duet with ashley had me cringing and trying to hide behind my hands. nick, though, not bad. an actual voice and less with the breathiness and grunting. that all said, there is something about them that's kind of train-wreck captivating.

i can't believe it's thursday. much to do, much to do. starting with a shrink appointment. ( Read more... )

sigh. i'm just going to gaze at my santageek elijah icon for a while more. it makes me so happy. hey, camillafarfalla, do you like the icon i made you or what? :D

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in other news, have seen shrink. i love him. he validates my feelings about things like pseudo ephedrine. which i believe to be the devil. i didn't use those words when talking to him, but he can't take it either. and he's all doctor-y. but he told me ephedrine in non-pseudo form might work better for me. good to know. and then we bonded over a shared love of nutritional yeast. which is probably singularly responsible for my just fine (!!!) levels of B12. on the subject of ritalin, he did, indeed, tell me to increase the dose. 10 then 12 1/2 then 15 mg within a few days if need be. he's said it's good i didn't feel negative side effects like jitters or wiredness. so. more experiments. ::deep breath:: ok.

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hm. wired, you say? hm. i am perhaps feeling something along those lines. -.^ but i have a cold and many things, including the cold itself, can make me feel wired when i have a cold. so, i shouldn't entirely blame the ritalin i took at 4, right? right. maybe right.

but this might be the right kind of wired. because i've actually been rather focus-y. yis. i have made important music decisions and i keep looking at my watch and thinking w00t! it's only __? instead of the usual fuck! it's already__?. so. i don't know. hm.

and hey, anney, i made the un-cheddar un-bacon potato soup today and yum! and especially yum because it is full of nutritional yeasty goodness. even if that sounds wrong. ooh! you should put your recipe on hobbitbakeoff!

and. um.. there was something else. oh yes, ahahaha. camillafarfalla wanted a holiday icon. so i, thinking i was hilarious, made her this one:

and she didn't realize it was a joke! she very politely thanked me but said she felt a little weird about having the bible in an icon. we laughed our asses off when we chatted about it this afternoon. which was probably dangerous, as i was driving at the time.

ah yes. ok. now i have to gear up for the four hour choir marathon rehearsal. ::gears up::