hey, i got nothing to do today but smile.

memes in the morning. ( my friends at a bar and you are all interesting but not so normal. )

it's a beautiful day.  again.  we've had several of them - breezy and sunny and making me think it's becoming fall already.  there are also pumpkins - at our farm, at many of the other farms around here.  and we know how i feel about pumpkins.  but i also know not to get my hopes up.  better to expect at least one more bout of nasty, uncomfortable humidity.  still, today is beautiful.

so, that job.  i don't feel too sad about not having that specific job.  i was well and truly warned that it would not be all good times there.  and i don't feel it's really about me, since she didn't even really interview me.  but. it's september again and i don't have anything better than potential temp jobs lined up.  and that sucks.  it feels awful.  i feel awful about it.  and it's worse because i had a lovely vision of what it could be like if i two choir jobs etc and now i have to adjust that vision to something less satisfying.  and the challenge is to just get up and try to find something else, anything decent.  instead of letting myself sink into that numb fog that is so inviting at times like this.  i'm not sure how to make sure it doesn't happen.

for now, i'm going to try to be haiku tunnel about it all.  ( what i mean by that )

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i rolled my eyes at this meme. and then i filled it out anyway. and now i'm just going to sit and smile at it for a while. ( DOM )

nevermind what i said earlier about fall-like weather. i just went for a bike ride and i would not be this hot and sweaty and smelly if it were truly fall. ::wrinkles nose at self:: phew.